Excerpts from the book: Don’t Kill him — The story of my life with Bhagwan

I have been wanting to read Osho’s biography for a long time, so I searched on Amazon and got a name in the search results.

Don’t kill him: The story of my life with Bhagwan

While reading the book, I came to know that Ma Anand Sheila is Osho’s personal secretary from 191 to 19. At the center of this book, Anand Sheela and Anand Sheela, who have successfully accepted all the responsibilities from small tasks to the development of Rajneeshpuram, are suddenly removed by Bhagwan (Rajneesh) from his post of secretary and the talk begins.

Excerpts from the book are as follows.

I saw God as a very charismatic, powerful, brilliant motivator and beloved person and I also saw him as a ridiculous, manipulative, repulsive, selfish, heartbreaking, and harmful person. I witnessed how he was at the forefront of his work in Bombay and Poona, how he worked with the people, how he cleverly used the media to stir up controversy.

God is my eternal love, he is the king of my heart I thought I couldn’t live without him for a moment He considered me worthy of the responsibility of managing and handling the commune

God longed for more Rolls Royce and expensive watches

They were completely open and available The scope of selection was very simple: love, faith, skill, and speed of learning He gave a chance to anyone he saw any possibility in

At first, he called himself Acharya Rajneesh, but later he took a bold step to take the title of Lord Sri Rajneesh which literally means the incarnation of God.

He did not like the crowd of poor and inquisitive people at his Poona Ashram so he decided to increase the entrance fee for his discourses Also one day he suddenly started giving his discourses in English to drive away from the local Indian followers

All the happenings around them were interrelated If one were willing to learn, there would be opportunities to learn every minute around him Conversely, if a person wanted to complain, he could spend his whole life in complaining It was an opportunity for everyone to learn and develop in all dimensions Here one could experience heaven and hell, one could become a saint and an elusive person

There was no word for him yesterday It was now or never

He was the best salesman even though he kept his customers safe

It is difficult to determine the character of God He was everything and nothing He himself had the same potential as all human beings. He could be both Jesus and Rasputin. If he talked about Krishna, then he would become Krishna When he spoke of Mahavira, he became Mahavira Goddess Saraswati was seated on the tongue of God The experience of listening to his voice was sacred Anyone could easily rely on his words It was easy to get lost in his words and forget himself

Other drivers use their vehicle for traffic but drive for God’s pleasure

It was a good thing that God did not understand the system with credit cards, so he did not shop through it

God was very beautiful, very beautiful King of my heart | But God was not different from other people In fact, he had many weaknesses in the common man I was fair to them because I understood them so well

I had a boss and a director I just played the role he wrote for me She was a story writer and had an actress who had a difficult role to play

God was a lion that could roar very loudly

It was no joke then I said, “That’s the thing, they’ve been killed Even today I do not accept that his death was natural

His soul left his body in 1990 Now please don’t hit them

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Originally published at https://www.thelitthings.com.